July 2010
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The Path I Have Choosen...
There are times when I think back to my childhood days and teenage years and see the person I dreamed I would one day be. Am I that person now? Not completely. Am I still happy? Completely.
In my life I have made some horrible decisions. I took paths that I probably should have avoided. But each stumble I have made has led me to where I am today. I have no regrets except for one.
I mapped...
On Love And Coming Home...
A few years ago I bought a book, “Chicken Soup for the Couple’s Soul”. Everytime I tried to read the book I found myself in tears. I know what you’re thinking, the book is supposed to fill you will romantic tears of understanding. Those are not the tears I am speaking of. I was shedding tears of mourning. I was mourning a love I had never had. I thought the people...
Outside Looking In...
I feel at peace today. It is a feeling unlike any I have known for a long long time. I have finally accepted the inner me, the troubled me and the doomed to take medication for life me. For years I have hated those parts of myself. Like they weren’t really me but an alien trying to take over my life and myself. But now that I am on a higher dosage of medicine and my chemicals seem to be...
March 2009
1 post
My Stupid Hobby...
I have this little game/hobby I play called “If these two had a baby this is what it would look like”. Yes, I know the name is a little long I am working on it.
I do this all the time, it is almost a habit. But in my defense I am really good at it.
Here is an example (Expect more of them later):
If Colonel Sanders…
And Emo Phillips had a baby…
This is what it...
February 2009
5 posts
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Sex, Men and Shaving...
Catchy little title no?
This message is mostly for my male readers. Yeah right, like I have those. lol
Men, when women tell you they shaved their legs there is a reason. We want sex. We have no other reason to tell you this. Hell in fact if this planet was only inhabited by women it would be a planet of fat hairy women. We try to look more appealing for you. Because frankly I am perfectly...
Somethings Never Change...
I went into my old/new job today to get my haircut shortened. As soon as I walked in I recognized two of my old clients who immediately said they would be back Wednesday when they found out I was coming back.
Two of the girls asked me to go smoke with them.
One girl wants me to go to a “purse party” whatever the fuck that is.
And one of the girls insisted I eat a brownie. I...
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My New Old Job...
I just accepted my old position at a local hair salon. I was not sure at first if I wanted to go back to doing hair because in truth I really do not like people. You would think someone in the service industry would love people. Untrue. VERY UNTRUE.
I love the creativeness of being a hairstylist. I love experimenting. I love that I can do whatever I want to my own hair and it is accepted.
I...
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Envy...
I have ran into two different cases of envy in the past two days.
My best friend from childhood told me that when we were very young (16-18) that she envied my freedom. I was out on my own and starting my life. She then said she however, did not envy what I had to go through to get to that freedom.
Today I ran across my “Sisters” facebook page. I quote sister because until I was...
Don't Click Follow Just Yet...
Why? Because I seriously think you will be wasting you time.
I am not a great writer. In fact I don’t even think I am a good writer. What I write may be offensive to many, childish to some and just plain stupid to the rest. But I am not writing for you. I write for me and me alone. This is my therapy. This is where I can collect my thoughts, memories and just a place to reflect.
Are...